im so scared about leaving. im scared of the things i dont see now, the things i dont know. theres a million posssiblities and to me every single one is bad.
why is it that i will only ever assume the worst? i really dont trust anyone, its horible to say you dont trust someone especially when they have done nothing wrong, but i guess my instinct is to go on what i know and ive known lies for many more years than i have known trust.
how have i got to a point where lies are more familiar to me that truth?
im so scared of the unknown, and the altered, and in about two weeks they're suddenly going to become a lot bigger and more intense.
my instinct always tells me to run, im not a natural fighter, i fly when im scared.
im scared ill get scared.
About Me
- Joshua Edwards
- This is an attempt to get my work into another medium, to view and think about it in another light.
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